Tuesday, June 22, 2010

today was weird...

but fun, before it turned weird again. The whole day generally was, as most days, a laughtrip. It was our first lecture day and we just met almost all of our professors. It was also a day for election of class officers and even that was sort of a big joke. Our class purposely nominated Maan, Mara, Carlo and I against each other for the position of class secretary. It was seriously the craziest thing ever, but it was fun. We all voted for Maan and I'm glad she won coz that was what we were planning all along. 

Anyway, I was happy mostly throughout the day but I couldn't get away with the fact that too much happiness can also bring sadness, unfortunately. Yes that's what I believe in. In almost all the times I was carelessly loud and happy, I know that it wouldn't last that long before something sad comes along to balance things out. It just made sense. You can never be too happy, or should I say, "I" could never be too happy. I don't really know if it's just a curse someone put forth upon me or if it's just me or it does really happen. 

Maybe I'm just getting more and more paranoid by the minute and I just think too pessimistically (is there such a word?). I won't be surprised if I end up being in a straight jacket one day because of the weird things I think about, but for now, I'll still have to go with happiness needing sadness to achieve the equilibrium of life. Today was weird, but I'm weirder and it's scary. 

So, I'm doing a lot of things trying to squeeze in as much research work (and blogging) as possible before the wifi gets turned off any minute now. Ok, sister just turned it off. Good thing I have an emergency wireless broadband with me. 

So that's it for now. I have lots of weird things in mind right now (really weird), but look at the bright side, at least I'm still awake worrying about it. :(

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