of magic and inspiration!

Today, I did nothing but listen to new songs (tons of pure magic and talent through people who post their videos online). Thanks to youtube, they do not only get to share their talents worldwide, but they also get to inspire people through it!

So, today I was all about into chillin' and discovering new talents (talent scout?) for a breath of fresh air and to feel some good vibes in the air (ano daw??!) haha. Good thing our president posted this one on our FB group and what a way to start our first day to freedom.. I mean first day of summer pala! summer na? hahaha

soooper bum song, isn't it? bagay lang talaga sa 'kin!

This one I discovered (and which I found so inspiring), from the awesome movie, Voyage of the Dawn Treader:

I sooper love the intro to this version, however, I liked the original version more!

and as the song says, "we can be the kings and queens of anything, if we believe!" ODIBA!

This next one is sooooper awesome, as in to highest level na talaga! Freelance Whales is a band I never knew existed 'til someone posted a link to this song on twitter! I seriously am in love with them (and trivia: Darren Criss's bro is in it, I'm guessing he's the one playing the banjo here)

Just the uniqueness and variety of the instruments they used made their music sound magical, and relaxing, and well, unique! Promise, ma-i-inlove kayo! Sana may mga ganitong ka-artistic na musicians sa Pinas noh?

another one...

and another one:

I also found him (I mean, my bro introduced him to me), yep pinakilala! hahaha. SUNGHA JUNG, the guitar genius! Someday, I promised myself, I'm gonna learn how to PLUCK the guitar like this kid, maybe even better than him...someday, but not today. HAHA! I could only do a few of those, but I guess I have no patience for it still. Ang kinarir ko lang eh yung intro ng "where are you now" try mo madali lang!

and another fave:

and this one.... I don't know how he did it, the only thing I know is that halimaw siya or alien! hahaha! anggaling lang talaga! hahahaha

And finally, si AVRIL LAVIGNE! Yep she's back!
You know, earlier today, I was just thinking how I didn't like her latest single the first time I heard it. I AM A BIG AVRIL FAN, always have and always will, but I was disappointed when this first came out. I thought that this would actually be the first AL song that I wouldn't like, but when I listened to it again today, I couldn't  move on to the next song! I listened to it while massaging my mom, before washing the dishes (ala badass rockstar pa with an imaginary mic on hand), while washing the dishes and after washing the dishes!! I couldn't get myself to stop! So I guess I'll never get tired of listening to avril after all! Been a fan of hers since 8 years ago when she came out with her first album up until now! I LOVE HER!

all my life i've been good, but, woah, what the hell!!

ALL I WANT IS TO MESS AROUND, and I don't really care about!

plus she looks soooper sexy in this video pala! must have body this summer as if may time mag-beach eh!

and before I forget, I personally looked these guys up online (coz I was soooo addicted to this song nga diba?) and boy am I glad I found them coz they were sooooper awesome!! plus I love the cat which jumped back and forth in the background throughout the whole song! hahaha

OoOoPs! May isang song na pa-OP! Shempre di lang puro new songs, kelangan rin ng.....

This song, I remembered because of the song, :there's a place for us" ( yep, that one i mentioned earlier). I found the two very similar since they're both very catchy, inspirational and both came out of a fantasy movie!

so there, hope you guys love these as much as I do! Keep believing in magic and inspire others with it!

FLY...FLY..UP UP HERE WE GO!

Today was the first day of our last FINAL exams ever! as in ever ever... and when I got home, eto yung unang tumugtog sa player ko.. intense.. So fitting! Pero again, I wanna thank you Lord, my friends and of course, my family for helping me get by... for helping me get through those 4 years of pure hardship! I may be terrified of what's gonna happen next, of what's in store for me or of what God has planned for me, pero I AM SO READY! KAYAKOTO! WOOOHOOO! BOARDS! HERE WE COME! UP UP HERE WE GO, GO!!!

Are you still alive? Are you scared inside?Providence is blind when you're terrifiedAre you still alive? Are you scared inside?When we've reach the end of the roadI will carry us home- STORY OF THE YEAR

 Lifted the above entry from my tumblr account coz I wanted to write some mooooooore! hahaha! 

So as I was saying, I just took my last N-106 exam today and our achievement test for Nursing Mgmt and Research but it just won't sink in that today is THE last academic week ever!

After exams, we had the usual class meeting about stuff for grad and it just felt like the usual class meeting..nothing out of the ordinary. Maybe, I just don't feel like acknowledging the fact that the end is HERE already! Maybe I'm still in DENIAL, but I surely won't let myself get past this stage because I don't want to accept the fact that I am finally free... free to do the things I've been wanting to do! I will now have the privilege  of controlling my life, my time, my everything! reality just bitchslap me in the face now na! But why is it that no matter how much I wanted to get out, there still lingers this feeling of me wanting to stay, wanting to undo/redo the things I want to do again! Bakit parang naiinggit pa ako sa classmates ko na mag-me-med? Why is it that suddenly, I still want to study more? WHy is it that even though I've prayed day and night for the end to finally come and now that it's here, I just want for everything to slow down? WHy is it that I still don't want to work and just stay forever at my parents' house? hahahhaa! LABO talaga! Bakit ba feeling ko bata pa ko masyado para sa real world? para magtrabaho eh sa katunayan, 21 years old na ako!! ANO BA YAN?!?!? Ganito ba talaga? Ganito rin kaya na-f-feel ng batchmates ko? ng lahat ng ga-graduate?!??! waaaahahahahhuhuhuhuhu!!!

I feel so ambivalent, so undecided. I do have a plan, don't I? SHIT! andami kong plano sa buhay! SAna magawa ko lahat!! LORD eto na naman ako! magpapalakas na naman sayo!!! 

Pero like what I said earlier, I am sooo effing ready and like what I told myself during the priest's homily last Sunday, whatever You want me to do Lord, I will do! I trust in You!

i must be doing something right

Never thought that I'd be so inspired
Never thought that I'd find the higher truth
I believed that love was overrated
'Till the moment I found you

Now baby I know I don't deserve
The love you give me
But now I understand that

If you want me I must be doing something right
I got nothing left to prove
And it's all because of you
So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive
I know I must be doing
Doing something right

It's because of you I feel so lifted
I've been looking at my life from higher ground
Never thought that I'd be so elated
You're the one who turned it all around

Now baby, I didn't know myself
Until you changed me
And made me understand that

If you want me I must be doing something right
I got nothing left to prove
And it's all because of you
So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive
I know I must be doing
Doing something right
Oh

And baby I know I don't deserve the love you give me
But I don't really care, cause

If you want me I must be doing something right
I got nothing left to prove
And it's all because of you
So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive
I know I must be doing (I know I must be doing)
Doing something right (Doing something right)

Doing something right
Yeah yeah
Something right

So if you need me
And baby I make you feel alive
I know I must be doing (I know I must be doing)
Must be doing something right
Yeah yeah
Something right 

conyomandments!

I got this from my friend's old blog. I know I have copied and pasted this numerous times, but I just won't get tired of it and I probably won't...not ever... I might even post this AGAIN on a new blog sometime in the future, but who cares? Masaya eh! This won't ever get old, not for me at least!

1. Thou shall make gamit "make+pandiwa".
ex. "Let's make pasok na to our class!"
"Wait lang! I'm making kain pa!"
"Come on na, we can't make hintay anymore! It's in Andrew pa, you know?"

2. Thou shall make kalat "noh", "diba" and "eh" in your pangungusap.
ex. "I don't like to make lakad in the baha nga, no? Eh diba it's like, so eew, diba?"
"What ba: stop nga being maarte noh?"
"Eh as if you want naman also, diba?"

3. When making describe a whatever, always say "It's SO pang-uri!"
ex. "It's so malaki, you know, and so mainit!"
"I know right? So sarap nga, eh!"
"You're making me inggit naman.. I'll make bili nga my own burger."

4. When you are lalaki, make parang punctuation "dude", 'tsong" or "pare"
ex. "Dude, ENGANAL is so hirap, pare."
"I know, tsong, I got bagsak nga in quiz one, eh"

5. Thou shall know you know? I know right!
ex. "My bag is so bigat today, you know"
"I know, right! We have to make dala pa kasi the jumbo Physics book eh!"

6. Make gawa the plural of pangngalans like in English or Spanish.
ex. "I have so many tigyawats, oh!"

7. Like, when you can make kaya, always use like. Like, I know right?
ex. "Like, it's so init naman!"
"Yah! The aircon, it's, like sira!"

8. Make yourself feel so galing by translating the last word of your sentence, you know, your pangungusap?
ex. "Kakainis naman in the LRT! How plenty tao, you know, people?"
"It's so tight nga there, eh, you know, masikip?"

9. Make gamit of plenty abbreviations, you know, daglat?"
ex. "Like, OMG! It's like traffic sa LRT"
"I know right? It's so kaka!"
"Kaka?"
"Kakaasar!"

10. Make gamit the pinakamaarte voice and pronunciation you have para full effect!
ex. "I'm, like, making aral at the Arrhneo!"
"Me naman, I'm from Lazzahl!"

sonnet XVII

I found this sonnet on someone's blog I recently discovered, and I liked it because it doesn't necessarily describe love as something beautiful or perfect... because it is not, but through its imperfections, you find the real beauty and that genuine feeling that makes it truly wonderful! shet mushy eeeewwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww!!

I do not love you as if you were salt-rose, or topaz, or the arrow of carnations the fire shoots off. I love you as certain dark things are to be loved, in secret, between the shadow and the soul. I love you as the plant that never blooms but carries in itself the light of hidden flowers; thanks to your love a certain solid fragrance, risen from the earth, lives darkly in my body. I love you without knowing how, or when, or from where. I love you straightforwardly, without complexities or pride; so I love you because I know no other way than this: where I does not exist, nor you, so close that your hand on my chest is my hand, so close that your eyes close as I fall asleep. -Pablo Neruda

BV

F*ck this, my cellphone's too fvcked up to function! Memory's low so it just automatically deletes messages and photos and everything else para ma-accommodate yung iba pang messages. WTH?!?! Ano ba naman yung tanungin ka man lang kung papayag kang idelete yung mga yun diba? lecheng nokia to!! Last 50++ messages just got deleted...again! and pictures too!!!!

I really need to have a separate mp3 player for my songs and not just store everything on my 2gb phone memory card. Even my memory card's gone (as in literal na nawawala dun sa memory card slot sa gilid) San napunta yun diba? Anyway, SOOOPER BV today although I'm happy that today marks the last day of DUTY ever! Now all I have to do is face my instructors and professors and have my name cleared of everything down to the last pref card and finish all the remaining requirements before graduation and BV dahil I have this tiniest problem that I can't seem to find a solution to! Ganito talaga kung kelan malapit ka na sa finish line chaka ka pa madadapa! potek na buhay yan! Andami pang sagabal! Truly the night's darkest just before dawn! LECHE! To make things worse, Nag-away pa kami ng roommates ko kasi naPIKON na naman ako! I know, being the eldest, I should have already mastered the skill to give way, to get used to being the one who has to keep one's composure and all pero shet lang talaga nakakapikon na minsan lalo na kung bastusan na kung bastusan. Minsan kasi kapag nag-papaabus ka, aabusuhin ka lang talaga! Nasasaktan rin naman ako kahit lagi akong pa-kenkoy and patawa! Soooper na-h-hurt din ako minsan and hindi nila ata ako kayang seryosohin minsan. And kanina, sa tingin ko nasa lugar naman ako para magalit dahil sobrang pinagtulungan lang talaga nila ako and hindi ko lang talaga kinaya! I placed my share of the food bill and walked out on them. Hindi ko lang ma-take na masyado lang nila akong tinatapakan minsan and masama pa dun, parang kasalanan ko pa and parang hindi pa nila pinagsisisihan yung nagawa nila. Wala lang. Yan ang mahirap kapag nasanay lang silang inaapi-api ka nang pa-joke, minsan di na nila alam na may limitations ka rin bilang tao so hindi nila alam kung nakakasakit na sila o hindi. 

PAtong-patong na problema shet. Lord please help me. I really need a friend right now pero di ako pwedeng mag-fb! shet shet shet! MALAS! must go back and focus instead on RC paperwork! Focus focus focus!

There's nothing you can do that can't be done...

For so long, i've waited for someone who would be able to make my heart beat faster and slower at the same time (haha magnanakaw ng line? -hot chick), but kidding aside, it's very much a part of every girl's dream to have that special someone in their lives who'd take care of them and who'd make them feel special even in the smallest and simplest of ways. I know, 'coz it has been my dream as well to fall for someone who'd also fall for me. Yes, it's that simple yet ironically, it can also be that complicated. 

This entry's too uncomfortable to write (kasi baka may makabasa! hahahha! HELLO THERE!), but I have to since I'm on a 1 week leave on fb and twitter and I can't talk to anyone but myself, so forgive me. 2-3 hours earlier, I started reading my good friend's blog, and someone else's and now, thanks to them both, I have realized that nothing's perfect in a relationship except the two people for each other (ano daw?). I  know I said that I've waited too long or just long enough for love to find my way, but I also know myself too well that I won't get into something unprepared or in a careless and selfish manner. Maybe because through my friends' experiences, I have learned a lot and have become a little too afraid to risk anything to be part of something as special and as magical as love. 

Way, way back during the whole first ever PBB teen edition, Kim Chiu admitted on Philippine TV that she once fell in love and got hurt. Because of that, she became hesitant to fall in love once again because of the damage that it has brought to her heart. That time, I just wanted to tell everyone how I am so not ready to fall in love for the same reason and that is....because I'm afraid to get hurt...wala lang.. para lang pacute! ECHOS! But today, hypothetically speaking, I feel like if put in a situation wherein someone would come along and try to woo me (hypothetically lang! hahaha!), I would definitely try as hard as I may to push that person away not because I am playing hard-to-get or not because I am still in my pacute-Kim-Chiu phase, but because I am not prepared for the consequences of love....which all lead to one thing in the end...getting hurt. Pero sabi nga nila, hindi ka pwedeng ma-inlove ng hindi nasasaktan. Like what my rlemate told me... "Parte yan ng pag-ibig". Curaazzee, why does the simplicity of love have to be so complicated and painful? Why do they say that love is the best feeling in the world yet andami-daming umiiyak dahil din sa love? Anggulo noh? Anyway, it's 9:17 already. By now, I should have finished at least a selection in RC!!! Good thing I am still wide awake (thanks to nescafe!). Sana tumagal pa epek nito til tom! haha! no sleep tonight....

NOW PLAYING: every breath you take/chasing cars (MASHUP from JUST GO WITH IT ost)