BV

F*ck this, my cellphone's too fvcked up to function! Memory's low so it just automatically deletes messages and photos and everything else para ma-accommodate yung iba pang messages. WTH?!?! Ano ba naman yung tanungin ka man lang kung papayag kang idelete yung mga yun diba? lecheng nokia to!! Last 50++ messages just got deleted...again! and pictures too!!!!

I really need to have a separate mp3 player for my songs and not just store everything on my 2gb phone memory card. Even my memory card's gone (as in literal na nawawala dun sa memory card slot sa gilid) San napunta yun diba? Anyway, SOOOPER BV today although I'm happy that today marks the last day of DUTY ever! Now all I have to do is face my instructors and professors and have my name cleared of everything down to the last pref card and finish all the remaining requirements before graduation and BV dahil I have this tiniest problem that I can't seem to find a solution to! Ganito talaga kung kelan malapit ka na sa finish line chaka ka pa madadapa! potek na buhay yan! Andami pang sagabal! Truly the night's darkest just before dawn! LECHE! To make things worse, Nag-away pa kami ng roommates ko kasi naPIKON na naman ako! I know, being the eldest, I should have already mastered the skill to give way, to get used to being the one who has to keep one's composure and all pero shet lang talaga nakakapikon na minsan lalo na kung bastusan na kung bastusan. Minsan kasi kapag nag-papaabus ka, aabusuhin ka lang talaga! Nasasaktan rin naman ako kahit lagi akong pa-kenkoy and patawa! Soooper na-h-hurt din ako minsan and hindi nila ata ako kayang seryosohin minsan. And kanina, sa tingin ko nasa lugar naman ako para magalit dahil sobrang pinagtulungan lang talaga nila ako and hindi ko lang talaga kinaya! I placed my share of the food bill and walked out on them. Hindi ko lang ma-take na masyado lang nila akong tinatapakan minsan and masama pa dun, parang kasalanan ko pa and parang hindi pa nila pinagsisisihan yung nagawa nila. Wala lang. Yan ang mahirap kapag nasanay lang silang inaapi-api ka nang pa-joke, minsan di na nila alam na may limitations ka rin bilang tao so hindi nila alam kung nakakasakit na sila o hindi. 

PAtong-patong na problema shet. Lord please help me. I really need a friend right now pero di ako pwedeng mag-fb! shet shet shet! MALAS! must go back and focus instead on RC paperwork! Focus focus focus!